I know I'm always a bit behind the development, but by no means this time haha
As I wrote previously, about people who sharpened me more and more
I would like to give another big thanks for them, I appreciate their faithfulness in accompanying me
And this post is about more personal things :P
In this 2013, the more I can see that I can be rather annoying for some personal issues
I can still remember how until 2009, I kept suppressing my emotions and became a really mediocre person
Even in 2010, I literally ask my mentor, how to express a certain feeling (that I later recognized as sadness) hahaha.
It does sound weird, but well, I'm not that expressive as I might seem you know
I learn to become more of myself, as how God has designed me to be
Even today, I'm still learning
You know, I became a close friend of certain someone this year (I'm not ignoring my best friends, fresh comms and families, you guys do a really good job in staying close with me haha, but this time let me express my gratitude more toward this person)
Setelah gua kenal dekat sama dia, semakin keliatan gua itu nyebelin di sisi mana2 aja, like seriously? I don't even know this part of me.
Berantem? It's common thing
Tapi biasanya gua berantem karena urusan2 serius: pelayanan, tugas, tim karena beda pendapat, penyesuaian visi misi, menyesuaikan antara plan dan keadaan dan alasan2 'keren' lainnya.
Tahun ini sangat2 berbeda dan bikin shock, gua bisa berantem karena personal feeling
Biasanya gua tahan, bawa dalam doa n beres (intinya jadikan sebagai bahan personal gua dan Tuhan deh), kali ini herannya ga bisa lho :s
Jelas, semakin keliatan harus dipertajam di mana2 aja
You know what, I think it really does take special someone/people to deal with this kind of side of mine
One day God told me: "Son, I want you to be happy". I was flattered and happy, but I was also questioning "what kind of happiness do You mean?". Last sunday, Ps. Julian Foe conveyed a powerful message to me about : Happily incompatible!
We have so many incompatibiities, but I think that's the art of God's love
I was greatly, deeply and largely shaped after I know this person, like how I met you guys
I'm sorry and thank you :D
I'm amazed by God's love :)
I'm sorry and thank you :D
I'm amazed by God's love :)
Hope you are not giving up on us, thank you for being there big time, especially during my life in Malaysia!
God bless you
ps: I'm NOT leaving Malaysia any time soon, so it's NOT a goodbye message, haha!
