New Year 2014

Thank You for staying with me all the time, in all my seasons, of hurts, joy, betrayal, misunderstood, pain, exciting, encouraging, discouraging, every single moment in my life, Jesus.

I know when I do more for You, more people will misunderstand me, but I have decided to follow You all my life. Give me confidence, joy, peace and boldness that only come from You, my Shelter and my Strength.

Thank You because You reminded me of what I’ve been really praying for as my 2012 and 2013 resolution, Phil 3:10
that I may know him and the power of his resurrection, and may share his sufferings, becoming like him in his death,

Thank You because You spoke up to me last night.
Many things are still messy, and I think those words did not immediately clear things up. But I know I’ve been waiting for those words, moreover 3 months ago when You didn’t say them, I was really discouraged. So, now that I’ve heard Your simple “well done”, I want to rest assured in You! The harvest time I’ve been waiting is not an instant process, so I can’t see it now, but I trust that You’re working behind the scene.

I still don’t understand things, but I choose to leave them. I just believe that I’ve put my efforts, tears, sweats and faith in a well-qualified Manager who will put all of these things in a perfect and intangible way, somehow and someday I will harvest what I sowed.

Happy New Year, God!

Let’s do everything again this year and years to come!

Love You :)

Merry Christmas to You, J!

Hey Jesus, merry christmas and happy birthday
It's not like You'll be getting any older or younger anyway, since You live out of the time

I want to thank You for everything, every single thing You've done for us and for me

Even though I don't really know when the exact date you were born, as some people try to figure out
or even though I don't really call You according to Your Hebrew name or so-called ' more proper' name, because I'm sure that You know our limitation and variety of languages, as I myself don't really care how I'm called by my closest friends (In, Dra, Tan, Coi, Dul, Fuwa, Kafuwa etc), You are wise.

Thank You for staying with me all the times, even when there are times when I don't feel You nearby, when I can't hear Your voice, when You don't speak anything to me, when I felt as if my world crumbled down or my sky fell down. Never for once You leave me or forsake me
When You're standing in front of me, You say: Follow me, I'm gonna lead your way
When You're standing beside me, You say: I'm always with you
When You're standing behind me, You say: I got your back

As for now, I still struggle to rest myself in You wholly in every situation, but I choose to trust You.
I don't understand why You called me to some places, but I'mma trust You anyway.
I can't see the finish line nor the logical explanation about many things, but I'll follow You anyway.

This is not much, but I hope my life may be a pleasant offering to You
Happy birthday, J!